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Sunday, January 07, 2007

ThinkIng...

Been thinking alot recently, but came up with no conclusions.... It's a new year! yet still so much things not fulfilled.. not yet gotten my liscence... studies also like shit.... savings decreasing instead of increasing... haven done anything proud for my parents... lost about my future, haven found a bf lol...

I'm 20 this year.. 20!!! sound like an old maid le... can feel my organs deteriorating.. brain malfunctioning... can feel my wrinkles n white hair emerging!!!! now i know y gals so afraid of old haha life's realy short... my parents have raised my for almost 20 yrs! n i've been naughty for 20 yrs le haha think have to try to be nice to them, wun wan any regrets...

So looking forward for CNY... maybe can get te hangbao money and buy a portable DVD player for my older sis, and a small gift for my younger sis. Think my elder sis didnt do quite well in her studies, thinking of dropping out... hmm hope she doesnt give up so easily, jia you ba...
Was glad that my little sis can be promoted to express coz she's always lazy in her studies... it's her O level this year, hopefully she will be more independent n buck up in her studies.. hmm at the same time think i should buck up mine too.... have to finish all my reports first lol... last sem le, gonna miss SP damn lot, esp my 1B22 friends, FYP family, and not forgetting the squash team! they all add spices to my life! i have to admit that i dun have alot of good friends in SP... but wanna thank all those who's always there when i felt lonely.. wanna thank my lao ba(fuwen), lao ma(cynthia) for helping mi in my studies as well as reports lol... though they always stuck in their own world :X but when ever i need help they're always there:) then wanna thank my uncle(wenxu) for showing concern every now n then.. Next is Rulong.... starting dun like him... but then after getting to know him, he's not a bad guy afterall... oni abit playfull lol... a sorrow guy.... thanks for being there for mi bro, glad to have know u, always giving mi morning calls though i'm still be late for sch everyday, hee and also coaching mi in my studies.... Then is my FYP mates, was happiest with u ppl, u guys are fun, though always tok about faeces n disgusting stuffs during lunch time, but sch is fun with u ppl around, will always miss the genting trip! had lots of fun, not forgetting mei shan too! the da jie of the grp, always taking care of ppl, though always shoot us too hee.
Will nv forget wei sian n ah ma too, remembered the days we trained together, from yr1 as a junior, till yr3, as seniors, watching the yr1s n 2s grow, and fighting our way through IVP... it was nv easy without hardwork.. really enjoyed ur company. and then there is dominic n jie wei, my dessert kakis.. though nv go for a very long time le, but still enjoyed the times we had together, and grateful to jie wei coz always dragged him to jog with mi.... make him thinner n thinner though he wanna get fat lol... Hope nanny returns soon from AUS...
besides these, i've also known many friends through gems... ppl like Weili, meimei, weiyou, hing wan, marlon, ridzwan and many more.
Special thanks to cecilia, haha for motivating mi to study, keeping an eye on mi so tt i wun skive... a funny gal hee...
Thanks my friends, for enriching my life in SP... hope everyone will have a bright future and do keep in contact!

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