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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Just another day...

SUAY day...
Today so unlucky, spoil my own heels on the way to sch.... so malu sia but fortunately i have training today so changed into court shoe but the overall outfit is so weird : top abit lacey, bottom skirt, with court shoe... anyway lazy to change to t-shirt also.... late for sch today coz woke up late hee went gym with winnie they all yest.

Gym...
was quite fun working out in gym with mei zhen, winnie, estee n cindy they all.. They were all very enteraining hee enjoyed their company also :) I joined them at a later time coz have to go back home to take my clothes coz not dry yet...
Heard from Wen xu that ru long complain that i PS them yest as i was suppose to jog with them in sch hee... real sorry for tt, but then i also PS sisi... agreed to stay back in sch to so report with her but forgot... PAISEH SISI!! Gym got so many things to do, cindy actually wanna take weights but there only got guys so she back out le lol. i think i shouldn't do weights if not arms sure grow big!!! It really feel great when we perspire, can help destress too, hmm should drag the gals out to gym more often sia, exercise is good for health!

Ever since after the holidays, i've drifted from fuwen's group to winnie's partially because of fyp... sec.ly also because we had travelled to such a far place together, spending 3d2n with one another which had definitely strengthened our bonds ... everything happened so unexpectedly lol really cherish that... Actually i enjoy being in a girls group more than in a group with guys coz can share secrets with one another. i think that pure friendship doesnt exist btw a guy n a gal... for example ru long with fu wen n cyn. they are in a clic, but inside this group there's already a couple. and wat about ru long n cyn? they may be in the same clic but frankly speaking, ru long's not close with cyn... another example... cindy n gary's group, that one i shall not say further... so y not choose a all girls group where all can tok about anything under the sun, go shopping and gossip together?

but then kindda think back, ru long has really treated mi well, he took good care of mi as a FRIEND, giving mi morning calls, coaching mi in studies, planning so much for my bday... really appreciate tt... but then our friendship is drifting apart n i can feel his loneliness without mi sitting beside him lol coz cyn n fuwen are always sticking together and nl is now with his fyp group... thinking of that, what kindda friend am i? leaving someone who has treated mi as good friend for the past sems just because i found a new group of ppl whom i'm happier with? HAIZ... confused n stuck... what am i going to do? (i'm sorry ru long....)

anyway, glad that fyp has brought us closer... it's not like when we first formed the fyp team, having this uneasy n left out feeling...really looking forward to our east coast outing hee... winnie promised to bring us eat some good food so shall wait for tt too:)

thanks gals for everything.....

Gary was asking mi about the conflict btw ru long n mei zhen. Haiz class politics.... hopefully everything remains peaceful this sem... hmm can't understand y ppl cannot live in harmony... was is because of clashes in personality? or izzit charecter wise? anyway hope they can 'hua di wei you' and live happily ever after!

Kwok's Bday...
Haha actually wanna celebrate mr kwok's bday with him but then he has to leave sch early (took leave).. so after our first lesson, we rush to his office to pass him a box of ' he tao su'. no cake for him coz we thought of buying it after sch but too bad he has to leave early, so no cake for him! hee maybe next year... I brought 2 boxes of ' he tao su' initially, thinking that it's be weird if we give kwok and then skipped jeffrey whye (they shared the same room) so was intending to pass the other box to him but then unfortunately the room is lock. On our way back to class we met Ho thiam aik, cindy think we should pass him the ;he tao su'instead and i think it's more appropriate too as he was our class tutor and he has treated us well lol so there goes the sec. box. think he was quite shock to receive it.

Squah training...
Today's training uppose to start at 3.30 but when i reached, only 2 year ones were there.... and so was coach! think coach was so sick of waiting of us to come punctual for trainings.... Was quite unhappy with the captains n vice caps... training was suppose to start at 3.30 and none was there to open the courts, having coach waited there for SOOOOOO long... this was not the first time they were not punctual for trainings... remembered when i was in yr 2 the courts were ALWAYS open before training time, almost everyone was punctual... but wat's wrong this yr, low commitment? laziness? just excuses... attendence is poor, punctuality is poor, attitute is poor....and now even the commitees got pro.... how are the members going to obey what they say if they dun set good example for the rest... ivp's coming.... actually i'm not at all anxious or worry about it coz i'm sick of the last minute changes of training schedules, going there early to see that no one's there and tt the courts are not even open when they are suppose to... not gonna care anymore....

Living in a complicated world.......

opps this song.... (fa ru xue) listening to the radio now.. this song reminds mi of ah kit.... suddenly miss him... haiz anyway hope he's good in malaysia....

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